Thursday

Hello,
This morning began with a coffee to go and an early morning trip to the fertility centre.  I stepped on the scale before we left.  My results so far this week:

                Wed.    Thurs
Weight    164.0    163.2
bf%                       38.4
w%                       44.9
bflbs                     62.6
tbw                       73.2

Our visit to the fertility centre was pretty straight forward.  I did an ultra sound, blood test and spoke briefly to the nurse.  The worst part of the visit was an increase in the amount of fertility drugs I need. It meant I had to pay 486.00 that was unexpected and unbudgeted.  So I have been spending the entire day fretting about money and how I will cover everything that needs to be paid in the next few days.  I KNOW things have a way of working out and all will be okay.

Breakfast: 1 egg and egg whites
Lunch: 1 deviled egg, babybell cheese (light)
Dinner: ground beef with taco seasoning, 6 olives

Feeling very tired today.  I'm heading to bed now.  Trying to quiet my mind and put all my worries away.  Focus on positive thoughts.  The universe really will provide for me.  My finances will be protected.  A baby will be given this cycle and all will be well.  The universe has already provided me with a body that is nearly 30 lbs lighter to help me carry a baby. Everything is sure to fall into place.

Good night,
Jana